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Ididn’t really post before they left, but my parents left to go to North Carolina last Wednesday. They went up their to find a house and a job. My mom found no house and my dad found no job. So we are staying down here for a bit more. which I am very happy about. They just got back yesterday, and they are still running around being all busy and stuff. I get to see them once and awhile still though.

When they were gone all I did was hang around my most favorite people in the WORLD. I love them so much, I can not explain how much I love them. Everytime I went over to their house it was so much fun. I wish I could do it all the time. but now that my parents are back home, it is harder to get over their. If we move I hope they move with us!

Well, I got to go to work. Oh I didn’t tell you yet. I will be working at Subway for a month to help out Mel. Mel is the owner of a bunch of Subway Resturuants. So I have to work all over the place. Until next time!

(Picture will be here soon)

-Joshua

Ok, I went to the assembly, and I didn’t even get to talk to my sisters. Before I get into that, let me tell you what happened in the begining of the assembly. The sound system would not work! So they told everyone that the meeting will start a bit late. They didn’t have sound, duh, so they used one of those amplifier phones. Then after about 10 minutes, all of the sudden the music turned on. So we started a bit late then usual. The time was taken out of our lunch.

Ok, now about my sisters. At first I didn’t think they were there, but I then found them way over to the left of me on the, well, second floor. It was after the second song I found them. I saved a bunch of seats for them, but I guess they didn’t know, or didn’t want to sit with us, me and my family. So, after the third song, 11 people got baptized and it was annouced that there was 2200 people there. I get up and go to the car to eat the lunch. I then go as fast as I can to get back into the assembly, but people seemed to want to talk to me. I had long talks with people I have known for awhile. It was really nice, but I still wanted to see my sisters. Then they found me! Which was really nice, but I only talked to them for a bit, because the person I was talking to wanted to keep on talking, and I didn’t want to be rude or anything.

Only Sharda and Shanaz came to the assembly. I sure wish all of them could have made it, but there dad isn’t too well, to be able to go, so a few of them have to stay back and take care of them. He seems to be doing better though, because I saw him driving around in his scooter. Well, it really isn’t a scooter-scooter, but a motorized wheel chair.

Anyway, after the assembly I guess they darted out, because I never got to see them afterwards. In the end, the assembly was pretty good, other then not being able to talk to my sisters. The main point of it was to Keep Your Eye Simple. Which is something I definitly need to do.

The picture of the day is, a cat lsitening to a MP3 player. Pretty cool huh? And isn’t that cat so cute!

-Joshua

I can not wait to go tomorrow. I can not even sleep! I need to go to sleep though in order to stay awake for it in the morning. I will be seeing a lot of people I know there too. I will see at least 2 of my sisters. Oh and about my sisters, I was at their house today. They are such awesome people. I am going to ask their permission to put up pictures of some of them. I would put a picture of something, but I do not know what to put a picture up yet…. so next post.. I will have something

Oh and I got to talk to a friend online today. She lives in West Virginia, and when I used to go up there to visit my grandparents, she was in the congregation there. She is a very nice girl, and very nice to talk to. Her whole family is really nice. I could go on, but I am tired and need to get some sleep.

-Joshua

I do not know what to say, or what to do. I do not know what I want, or where to go. I really have only a few people who are close friends, I think. I do not know. I do not know what people think of me. Do I complain too much? Am I annoying? Do people even want to be my friend? What is a friend?

How do I know what a friend is? Is it someone you talk to everyday? Is it someone who loves you, or someone who just likes you? How do I know? If I call a person who I think is a friend, do they think the same way? Do friends call each other all the time? When is all the time?

If friends are suppose to call each other, how come noone calls me? How come I have to be the one to call all the time? Why can’t someone call me? Even if someone did call me, what do I say? If I called people what would I say? How do I know what to say ever?

I think I might be going insane, all of these questions I ask myself all the time, yet I have not real answer. What do I do? I sure wish I knew.

What about love? What is love? Is it caring about someone? Is there different types of love? I think so. There is a love where you care about a person, and another where you love as in a romantic caring type of love.

Another thing I have wondered is, who will I fall in love with? Is this girl going to be someone I already know, or someone I will meet later on? What is in my future? Will I have kids? Will I live In Florida, North Carolina, or even in the Americas?

Man, I am getting to far ahead of myself. I have never even had a girlfriend. I do not think girls like me anyway. I mean, how do I know? I wish I could read their minds. But do I even want to start dating anyway? I really do not think I’m ready. I guess I will have to pray to Jehovah about this, and about everything else.

I am only 19 years old. It is not like I have to find someone, right? Even though, I would like to find someone. I wish I could go into more personal stuff, but I would rather not do that on the internet. I really want to get some things out of my system though. Even though I do not even know what it is, sometimes.

Ok, well, I will start posting up beautiful pictures of different things on my next post. This is to make things more interesting. I may not put up pictures, but movies, sence I do not have a digital camera, just a digital video camera.

-Joshua